nph.

man. i felt sick waking up this morning.  no sheets. sleeping on top of sheets in a sweater pj combo that could only have kept me warm with the help of the heater.  cuz what i did to myself and my room involved late nights and a hoard of people rolling around my bed for consecutive nights.  so i slept on top of the sheets and had trouble waking up, feeling completely sick.  i felt sick and now i feel buzzed.  spent the whole day watching football and ending it off with 3 nightcaps.  as others call me the bad influence.  i find hank moody the culprit of my bad influences.  and i also found myself saying out loud.  i have this feeling.  just a gut feeling.  i'll be gone in 10 years.  in addition to the not so outloud thoughts that....regardless of being ready of getting into anything serious.  i should go serious anyway.  cuz that's what im built for.  it's gonna happen.

"holy virgin alex.  u're so pure"

apparently i've upgraded from "nice guy" to "pure"


.....a few other soundbytes

"you're that guy aren't you??"

"homewrecker"

"marriage is for people who have given up on life"

"male tiff"

"u like fair skin taiwanese...i've figured u out"