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when u're in a relationship.  u're no longer 1.  u represent two.  huei i taught me that like 7 years ago.  i got in trouble for the instagram for the same reasons.  so it's applicable in other areas.  so when others ask "what happened?"  i always answer "nothing".  that kind of teeth gritting control takes a lot of effort.  and a lot of drinks.  i guess it helps that im not an angry drunk.

it seems im making some kind of footing amongst my peers as per my nonchalant behavior.  i've put my foot down in areas even if im still waiting too long to show my sentiment.  but now im showing it when it comes down to it.  it started with a quick stint with victor in the morning.  and then it went onto another situation to show my distaste for defense mechanism jokes.  i don't find it funny.  so a joke doesn't help at all.  excuses are for yourself.  i've heard all i need to hear.