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its so nice to go back to blue again.  it's where i spent much of my college years and now that we know sunny...i don't mind living @ arang like the old days.  we still drinking beer and still drinking soju.  this time we're ordering actual food rather than throwing stale popcorn at each other.  chung and annie came by and it's the first time i'm seeing either of them in forever.  which also prompted the conversation "a tulip is strong flower.  you're more like an orchid.  expensive.  fragile.  hard to take care of.  but stunning".  to be prompted into an alex bashing session means that you're close to me and know me well.  by being that you know me you're able to sit me down and tell me "i know the exact path you're going down. cuz i went through it.  why do you think i started hanging out with you guys?"

what is your greatest weakness and why?  not aggressive enough.  too nice.  this goes across all facets of my life.  im making an active effort to be more vocal about what i want and when i want it.  and be actively aggressive about it.  to let people know how i feel. what im thinking.  and just be better at communication.  i think i get taken advantage of because i make assumptions that people will do the right thing accordingly without me saying anything.  but that's not always the case.  and it's really just my fault.