nothing is impossible...

it's amazingly frustrating how much my mind has control of things i strive for....im sure this might goes for everyone....but for me, looking in retrospect...it's the same stubborn discipline which gives me determination simultaneously predetermines the actual goal (not to mention undermining the course of action to reach it)..... of course this forumla comes with a variable....most likely that of laziness, insecurities and prejudice....truly unfortunate....truly frustrating....