who aren't you friends with?

last year i went thru quite a rough period in my life where i felt like i could trust no one.  one event just roped into another event into a recurring event onto an escalated event onto a new event to the point where i felt that i could trust no friends.  it wasn't just the problem at hand, it was also the lack of remorse that ensued post drama.  i quickly realized that the blame was not only on them but myself as well because i created my own precedent.  that was a rough patch.  i was hurt.  "i feel bad for you, that you feel like you have no real friends you can lean on" - JF.

things are better now.  i forgive.  hopefully i've learned.  cuz the moment i landed back in nyc, there was a showering of love that i haven't fully grasped until a week later.  (just too much caught up on my mind with moving and moving out).  but now that i've been back on long island, i must say thank you to those that friend me with the expectation of any friend and also the expectations well catered to me, well catered to you.  all details aside, the only that matters is mutual respect and support.  cheers guys and thanks.