i have my moments...

i oft use the line "play to win". and i believe that 1 step back equates to 2 steps forward.  i'll take a loss because my gains and goals have those losses "priced in."  however, this may cause me to maybe come off too passive, or passive aggressive.  but i typically find that patience and some self control usually win out.  finding that break point where u hold in ur emotions and wait to pick ur battles is an artform.  and maybe i wait too long, and maybe i give too much merit for others to come around and have their own realization of the situation, but i stand firm in my belief that control of temperament works better.  and i hate it when people find the need to unload talks or DTR's cuz most of the time, it's not for the sake of the receiver. it's for the sake of the person saying it, for them to alleviate whatever feelings they may have.  i never need explanations from people if im clear headed as to whats going on already, i believe that only actions will move the issue forward...so u wait and see cuz words won't get u out of the hole. however, it has been brought to my attention recently that words are just as important.  "saying it" makes a big difference.  i'll have to agree with that to an extent. because scenarios run on case sensitive basis.  just know that "saying it" doesn't work for me.

 

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