why is it so hard to find someone to eat with!

they say my girlfriend is on drugs and that i'm supplying it.  hence i must be doing drugs.  and drugs make people thin.  so yes, at this rate of having no one to eat with.  it's like im doing drugs.  imagine if they taught this kind of logic in high school?  applicable studies, that's what i advocate. 

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it's become a game...

the beauty of human nature, at least in the free and non third world, is the gift of choice.  unfortunately, when circumstance dwindles the options for choice, it corners one into the depressing acceptance of solace.  so after quite a battling week canceling flights and scrounging for last minute flights back to taiwan, i finally accepted defeat for this weekend, the next and the next, all the way until the 26th.  my on-the-go fully leveraged lifestyle has me living out of a backpack and only finding it necessary to invest in flights and alcohol.  this new apt in spore, the g-mansion, albeit giving me the independence any 'almost' 27 year old needs, is not the place that yearns for my cashflow to make it cozy and comfortable.  my fridge consists of 5 bottles of water, 1 package of baby-tomatoes, 3 apples and a head
of lettuce.  i live off my laptop (connected to the mbox, external hd,
speakers), got my journal to my right, 2 books beside that (harry
potter 7 and oil literacy), cell phone on my left, AC remote beside that.  as alice put it best, "it's become a game" in terms of how i can get by with spending nothing.  for instance, i need an iron, i'm planning on thefting one from the hotel next time, (which just so happens to be my birthday), i'll be thefting my own birthday need!  although, the iron might pose problems through airport check-in.  i need hangers - which alice is gonna donate her dry cleaning hangers to me.  the bare minimum.

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i know why i like indo ballads soo much, they sound just like korean ballads!!!

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hahaa....in the wake of subprime crisis....i read this in 2004

"The fear I have is that the world is leveraged on low-interest
borrowing," said Allen Sinai, chief executive of Decision Economics, an
economic forecasting firm. "It's like a drug, and you get hooked on it."