what a friggin mornin!
my biological clock is set to go off every 3 hours either rejuvenating me with my 2nd wind, 4th wind, 8th wind etc....or fueling my ADD fueling the arguement of how alarm clocks are redundant. however, i overslept this morning. didn't hear the alarm (or it was strategically shut off) and frantically left the house only to lose $$ on the way to starbucks. of course the atm card didn't work at the closest atm....so i trucked it back home.
u ever just get caught up in something and lose track of everything else? completely immersed in a black hole of internally driven focus and clarity. if not clarity, then the kind of confusion where u find solace in it's controlled borders. if u've read murakami's hard boiled wonderland, it's along those lines of skitzophrenia, where the alterego is bounded by the limits of the walls. the fantasy portion of you pulls u inward and u only fight to get out because the ways of the world teaches you to conform to rational decisions where as your inner neitzche superman-ego craves to be a part of the instinctual mess.
0 comments:
Post a Comment