i went to church today.

it could be that i spend too much time on blackberry messenger and online chat that it's draining my journalistic journal of substantial entries rather than captions and liners that supplement fotos.  i haven't lost my observant and vain nature towards innate human behavior but somewhere along the line, the drive or ability to capture snapshots of life on paper have ran away.   where do i start?  i went to church today.  i'm not religious but i'm a "need to know" type person that yearns to be "in the know".  and w church and religion encompassing everything we do i like to hear religious perspective and positive inspiration every so often.  so. msny.  where pastor burt, an ex nhl player gives sermons heavily laden with sports and white america.  cuz that's what he is.  im confused as to why asian girls choose this church b/c of all the sports references.  anyways.  i sit there. i listen to the 4 chord, 5 chorus, 2 verse music.  i notice the gap jeans with the loafers.  i see the blonde with the constipated look of angst while singing "ur majesty" - she btw desparately needs to condition her hair.  so i listen with an open mind and an open heart.  i want perspective.  and i caught this line....

"we judge ourselves by our intentions but we judge others by their actions...."