risk profile

i'm no longer with eyemar energy.

i'm leaving singapore.

and i'm moving back to taiwan.

it took me about 3 years after my decision not to go to med school for me to find a legit vocational path worth pursuing. for 3 years, i wandered around piling up worries and exhausting the patience of everyone around me. As panic was about to reach defcon 3, 2 opportunities flashed in my face which resulted in me moving to singapore. after a year and some in singapore, i find myself again graphing the "age versus career choice" chart.

the term "risk profile" refers to one's knowledge of risk and reward and what one would like to do, want to do, and what one has done in the past. these may be diametrically opposed to what one Needs to do. i would probably rate myself very high on the "risk profile" meter, full hedged - all in - all or nothing. for me, the metaphor applies not to my financial gamble but more accurately states my willingness to gamble my youth towards startup companies one after another.

but as i edge closer to the equilibrium-breakpoint of career and viable sustenance, i'm running out of balls to hit out of the park. i've got about maximum 2 years to gamble with for the hopes of hanging with the big boys before returning to earth with your typical 'office space' - 'pays the rent' type routine. at which point then, even that path would provide obstacles regarding my haitus and lack of youth. but here goes anyway. wish me luck.

will keep y'all posted as i weigh out a few options this upcoming week/month.