in a funk.

this is what you get if you ask hoan for advice

"get the funk...out of my face..get. the. funk. out of my face"

then when i told him things are better he responds...

"nice. now be like frank and go express yourself through dance"

 

that's the kind of support group that i have.  a group of jokesters and alcoholics all in the same helping me get through all this ridiculous amt of stress that been seriously draining the happy go lucky out of me.  it was a severe 3 weeks of internal turmoil that just never seemed to end. and the fact that it's over and the air is cleared...has me so relieved and soo tired of drinking. that i might pass on celebratory drinking.  EHH>..who am i kidding.

its been quite the learning experience.   the first time i've gone through a situation like this.  and to the degree it extended was surreal.  well.  it's somewhat over now.  let me focus on the healthy stress.  the work.  market is tough.