kitchen.....

i haven't slept well in about 3 years....actually...it might even be half a decade dating back to before the 235 east 13 st days and i can't quite pinpoint when it exactly started or why for that matter...sometimes it's just a hard time falling asleep....and then its too easily waking up....but if i do get to fall asleep...i'm easily awakened midsleep....or some dream will have me in the limbo where waking up will not feel refreshing at all....and then there are times i dont feel like going to sleep cuz i feel like its just a waste till the next day...or i have too much energy to sleep....so i stay up longer....and then wake up early so i dont lose the next day.....and then there are those party nights...i pass out from alcohol...only to wake up dreadfully early cuz i'm dehydrated.....i can't sleep when im dehydrated....and a nap later in the day only cures the headache...not the fatigue......


banana yoshimoto can't sleep without the soft purring of the refrigerator by her side.........i prefer the soft purring of my computer......it's funny how i parallel her domestic attachment to a domestic stereotypical symbol to my habitual addiction with my computer/internet







there's a trainer at the gym named rambo....

1 comments:

eebsters112 said...

u dont sleep bc u're busy texting girls