i went a month without drinking. and then went on a binge for a solid 2 weeks. i knew i needed a detox but that definitely wasn't happening with lester around. or with me plus any reason around. original plans got delayed so we ended up flying out friday with me booking both the hotel and flights the same day. to which lester said to me. "now i know why you don't have a gf". china is china. china has never sat well with me. i'd almost rather choose south east asia rather than china. i feel like im in no control of anything there...and it's not just the hustle but it's the survival mentality everyone is constantly in that bothers me. pollution plus a blatant monetization of everything. there's a price if you're willing to pay it. or move on.
it was good to see becky. it was good to see michelle. it was good to see kevin. and it was good to see my aunt. it was on the other hand an ordeal to see mike. i guess if u're going to make it rain...now is the most sensible time to do it. even if people at first don't understand it. u've had your marriage. you've had your kids. u've been responsible and your career is stable and only getting better. so with nothing to stop you...now is the most responsible time to make it rain...barring health...
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