라면 thanksgiving

im not having a very good day and it just so happens to be thanksgiving.  im not very happy.  and in fact, im not very happy with asia at the moment.  it's a variety of things.  big and little.  a few big things.  a lot of little things.  and it just so happens to make things very very difficult.  and it makes me think if im better off in nyc.  what was i doing last year?  oh yea...a giants game.  a couple of halloween parties.  my own apartment.  long island for more food (we had chicken instead)...and that all seemed so happy so long ago and i am stuck today eating 라면 and have no urge to go out and do anything.