a black and white affair....

definitely just another night at the frat house....i'm sitting in the living room with the communal nyulaw laptop on my lap, typing on xanga, drinking a beer, watching SEASON 1 of LAGUNA BEACH....and staring at krisin's boobs in that red bikini.....as a fan of the drama of the show, i defend the show's lack of substance for its supplemental HOOKUP drama to chomo....he'll get hooked after tonight...guaranteed...chomo watching LB...now that's classic...

didn't make it to the gym today....if i'm not DE-pudgyfying myself...than i'm definitely pudgyfying myself....just gREAt.......it's weird how when i'm home on long island i have trouble sleeping....3 hours and 3 coffees....is probably making the joints achy enough to turn away from the gym and instead hang out in jubilee looking for a way to supe up dessert....tonight i made chocolate/peanut butter rice krispie treats....last night was ziti and salad.....and i think last week was sheperd's pie and mac n cheese.....i'ts not the food that makes us a family....i'ts the premeal prayer.....i've posted it before...but i'll tell you...i'm definitely getting more and more into it......(pray for a good secret santa)

this week is all about shopping.......earnest sewn sample sale was a bit crazy but even the run back to the car for shorts (cuz i'm commando 365) was worth it.......tomorrow i'm going to prada and snowboard jacket hunting...=)

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Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned

'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy

[Chorus:]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean

I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin

'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind

[Chorus]

I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming...

[Chorus x2]

Let's go back
Back to the beginning