Yesterday I wrote a more depressing piece on lacking peer banter but I realized today that Ie been making up for it by, in a sense, kissing ass to my relatives.  I spend a ton of time with my aunt and uncle just talking about the ways of the world which includes, cultural differences (this would be under the mocking tone category), marriage, money, and what to eat for the next meal (this is 3 hours in advance if not the previous day).  Older age brings a more stubborn viewpoint for good reason due to sheer life experience and so I suggested that my aunt spend some time to write down her philosophies let the world join in mocking unison of human behavior.  I think she falls under the Roseanne viewpoint of life, a bit crass and sarcastic but only behind closed doors.  The learned aspect portrayed to the unknowing has more of a mad about you kind of feel to it.  Youe madut what can you do, you lovem.  I reccommended to her to write her own collection of essays.  Chapter 1. genetic intelligence 2. marriage 3. me- the roomate.

 

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If you don believe in feng shui or karma is it not good to start?  When things just don seem to fall the right way for consecutive sessions, is it time to take a step back and evaluate the larger picture and even the low?of your life?  This is the third week financial rut though I think most people would just call me a ig? I spent this week trying to go through a physical makeover.  I think Ie bought at least one item per day if not way more, cut the hair, and I about to dye it tomorrow.  Tempted to pick up some feng shui books and hopefully shift into the new year with added bang.  (Hahaaybe even literally) 

 

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tiger cup tickets!

 

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totally forgot to name the guitar......yuki.