withdrawal

holy mother of hizzly bizzle...i've been going through some pretty wretched withdrawal the past 24 hours...if i've been posting that there's been somewhat of a lack of excess amidst my travels...then let me state right now that i've taken just about 10 years off my life the past 4 days....i don't think i've come home earlier than 6am the next morning only to go running around taipei by noon showing off my latest line of clothing - "the sweats".  clubbing, lounge hopping, hostess bars (with my aunt), and just staying at a friends house proves no different than new york nightlife...but 4 days and maybe 10 bottles later (underestimating because the memory is lacking)....i'm not gonna go as far to say the taiwanese have iron lungs but rather they must enjoy hangovers 10x more than the average joe...

i think this would be the first time im admitting alcohol withdrawal....not really something to be proud of but anytime i'm feeling cruddy the next day with a heavy case of the shakes....it's never lasted longer than up to bed time....last night i was unable to sleep for longer than an hour at a time...each time waking up in cold sweat with a ridiculously palpitating heartbeat.....ironically...i'm quite used to waking up the morning of my birthday in a terrible state....(unfortunately this year its without the normal bunch of homos)...this lingering shaky feeling didnt go away after 2 sessions at the gym but only after 3 glasses of wine during the wedding i attended today...

4 weddings on my 24th year....and 2 more lined up Q1 of 2005 not to mention a rmB  in recent planning of next steps....dun really know what to think of it yet 'cept the fact that we have reached a legit age in life (if not already) and i just might be flopping around the world avoiding it....

i'm gonna guess we're staring the night off at eden again....and everything after that...i'll try to update you guys tomorrow in singapore...where i'll be uploading some pictures...

cheers guys.