how is it possible that the dollar is expected to go weaker after the g20? 


 


QED better make things correct...or..


 


uhmm..


im....effed...


 


right...im effed anyways.


 


FML.

the bloomberg event started at 3.  and that's when the wine started.  by 5 i was feeling better. and by 7 i was @ hurricane.  mono mono cuz dan cho was raging.  and circle cuz dain was spinning and yoori was there with mikey chau's cake.  those kind of thursdays are reason enough for one to say "i don't deserve to go out" on friday.  but seriously, how can a single person give up a friday night?  i guess you could say i was tired as well.  but to give up a friday?  NEVER!  s. ronson was really good.  covet is fun.


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in 2003-2004 i was living with my ex girlfriend.  she had a shih tzu that i grew extremely fond of.  im essentially the same person, but after a stint around the world, i'm no longer that same person that is so attached to dogs that i'm willing to volunteer for that responsibility.  a lot has to do with the guilt of me actually giving the pooch the attention he deserves...i've got other stuff going on in my life now and i can't bear the guilt of leaving him home and not playing with him.  not letting him sleep on my bed cuz he's dirty and i'm too tired to wash him.  not letting him run all over my life...i still want a dog.  i want what that unconditional love that dogs have to offer.  i want that innate bonding factor that brings families together and i want that warmth in my life.  but i just don't want that full responsibility. ideally, i wouldn't even want to co-raise a dog with an other, but rather have my parents and i share the responsiblity of raising the dog.  where they keep him, and i just play with him.  =)  gives my dad a companion since mom just left for asia.  gives dad a reason to exercise 2x a day at minimum.  and makes us closer cuz we'll talk about the dog when we run out of stuff to say.


 


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it's funny how things stick with you. like screen names. 10 years later im still on derpderp.  and i still have to explain to people what it means.  what does it mean again? that's why its always good to have those old friends that you never really have to explain anything to anymore.  you just fill in the blanks of the recent activity and everything else just kind of fills itself in.  and that was dinner @ mercat.  with a married woman.


 


"whether you know it or not.  u're saving yourself for marriage"


 


-gross.


 


 


 


 

My appt was 2-5pm.

I sat at home waiting from 2pm.

@ 455 I called twc to see where the technician was.

When I hung up I saw a voicemail from a midtown express number.

So I called twc back.

they checked and said the technician called and the call went straight to voicemail.
So now I have to reschedule.

Saturday. 2-5.

I hate twc.

Oh did I mention that I broke a vase too while plugging in the tv?

it wasn't a good day professionally nor personally.  so i unleashed @ the gym. then i went to mono mono.  then gansevoort. then griffin.  then kiss n fly. am i 26?  get me out of my 20s already!


i went on a 15 minute schpeel on the days events.  hearing some ridiculous comments from my boss.  personally bummed for having to move on.  and then once we were all caught up on my situation jordan follows with "i moved in with my girlfriend.  then i found out she was married"


hahahahahahaa.


**


on another note.


"you look like a korean actor"


 


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how come korean deli owners feel the need to "anyunghasayyo" at every potential korean.
i went to pay for my gatorade and egg wrap this morning an the lady looked at me and not the items i placed on the counter
and "anyounghasayo"
im just "anyounghasayo'ed' back.
then she giggled
but she's an older lady
wtf!
and i then todl her im chinese
but i just thought
was that really necessary?

if i were an etf...then i'm trading in a range.  and i just can't seem to break out of it. 


 


does 1 step back really mean 2 steps forward? 


 


and here's the quote from el jefe today....


 


"you know what you're weakness is?  you can't predict the market"


 


i've been deathly ill.  and im coming out of it.  and i've been a raging alcoholic all throughout the sick 3 weeks.  and between the medicine and hangovers and emotional ties...maybe i a got caught in a hole.  but that's all about to change cuz my cable and internet are coming in tomrrow.


there's not many things im proud of myself for.  getting cable and internet....is number 2 on that list.  right under buying a king sized bed. 


up next.


TV!