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this morning was the first time out of my apt since after friday nights debacle.  i may have stepped out into the hallway one time to throw away some trash. but other than that i hibernated in 600 sq ft of studio.  sleeping, ordering food, watching tv, sleeping, eating...that's all i did.  i've gone through a good season of worrying and losing sleep, which i used to just drink thru, but ever since coming back from asia, i've found that instead of losing sleep, i'm sleeping a lot more, which has definitely fueled a sort of depression state.  a worry wart state of mind flux.  where i just dont have enough hours in the day to do all the things that i want to do. 


most of the mood reflects on the details of work.  the rest, are probably by products of how i deal with my work stress.  and whatever y'all may read into my online personna whether here or on the facebook is only as accurate as i've specifically detailed to you which to the public sans 3 or 5 of you, you have no idea.  so it's all somewhat contradictory and at some point somethings going to give?  but as i realized after friday night, the real essence of everything just revolves around being happy, about myself having a good time, and being that care free whimsical person.  if there is any good reason for me not to be, and i take that path that's not a natural me, then it in the end is a fail nonetheless.   i can't live with my francoise dillinger...so just let me be me and let me be good enough.


"Sheeni says she will wait for me and that when I'm released we'll finally be together and free and I believe her. I can feel in my heart that Sheeni is in love with me, not with some fantasy lover in a French romantic novel but me, Nick Twisp. It's funny, after all that, Nick Twisp was enough.


 


 

amy chua

i've developed a certain rapport with my friends and acquaintances as this "media personna".  i guess it makes sense?  a few months ago, i

eat fresh

eating for one is an issue.  prepping cooking cleaning and eating is just not an equation that makes much sense for one.  buying food for one

too smart

i could've written this.  a lot dumber.  had to look up too many words. too many smart references. 

the art of a cover

i love boyce avenue.  but it really is a hit or miss. bad song selection.  rule of thumb.  u can't cover a singer that already has an

broken everything.

sunday - i did deadlifts and i did squats.  and then i broke my back.  and then i broke my

bobby kim

last friday after a night out, later thinking that we were drugged, i tripped over a barking chewy. 

basta pasta

do you eat out everynight?yes.monday - flushing 富記。tuesday - i trulli/blue smoke. wednesday - yakitori

SMITH

i can barely plan my life an hour in advance and here i was thinking about what i was going to wear

this is funny

  and while we skype....i test out my lines..."korean essentials"&nbs

yakitori totto

yakitori totto251 W 55th St2nd Fl (between Broadway & 8th Ave) New York, NY 10019 Neighborhood: Midtown Westit was good! i'll take you! i wouldn't

happy birthday poppa chin

wow.  i don't think i've seen my parents since asia.  they just came back from LA but you'd

if only FINKL came out in the US...

the US is just so behind in superficial beauty tips.... &nbs

"the internet"

g6how do i get to that level?hang out with me.........there's got to be a way to link that internet

dogsitting

2011.  as promised.  im drinking less!  working more.  helpless.  but coming